I miss you.

It's so hard to live without you.

Every literal second, you pop into my mind.

Is it mutual?

Have you given up?

I haven't.

I'm waiting.

I don't know what I'm waiting for, but I'm still waiting.

For an answer, a decision.

I saw you twice today.

It was almost impossible to turn around and walk away.

DO you want us to move on?

Go on our separate ways?

I haven't cried like these in ages.

To hold the tears back when I'm dragging my feet across the cement floor, in the library, at tuition, in the toilet,

Only to let them flow freely in the comfort of my own room.

Curled up into a ball, missing you.

I'm lost.

SO very lost.

Yearn to see you smile back at me.

Wanna look you up so badly.

But I can't. We can't.

So, I'm leaving everything to fate now.

If we're meant to be,

If what we have is strong and true enough to overcome anything,

I'll see you again, mister.

But when will that day come?

Will it even arrive?

And if it never comes,

Can you teach me to un-love you?

Give me the strength to go on.

I wanna just fade away,

Fade away into nothing but a memory.

But I can't.

All I can do,

Is hide under the covers,

WIshing this were a dream.

And when I wake up from a wet pillow,

I find you still with me.

Why did I fall so deep.

Give me an answer.