Posted on: Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Posted at: 8:27 PM
oooh i was reading my past post and realised how the latest one sounded like how an Ah Lian would blog about her mundane life. haha. But I don't care! I blame it on the scorching weather. Global Warming will annihilate the human race!
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Posted at: 8:09 PM
Argh the weather these days is inexplicably
HOT!!
Yesterday Cyn and I had a wonderful time bumming around starbucks and reading our books for a good 2 plus hours, before vainpot Alex decided to join us for dinner/dessert session. In 10 minutes at Suntec Starbucks, I caught sight of 2 celebrities, one of whom used to host Gotcha! 2 decades ago haha. But the baristas arent as friendly and warm as Siglap's, maybe cos' the latter's, unlike the former, is small and cosy, filled with mostly regulars. It was a nonsensical evening filled with much laughter, and a hurried embarrassed attempt zooming into Raffles City STarbucks, grabbing them free serviets for my poor leaky nose, and getting the hell outta there!
Today Jie, Mum and I headed down to ICA to apply for new passports. I am positively peeved at how they are so strict with the passport-sized photos! The fringe cannot cover your eyebrows, no shine on your cheeks, curl back both sides of ur hair behind ur ears, blah blah. I look like a freaking Ah Tiong in my new photo, which is staying put in my new biometric passport for the next 10 yrs of my life! SO annoying! The application process is now self-serviced because of the biometric system hype shit, and so we settled our application and dumped them into them application boxes thingy within half an hour! Awesomee.
My poor mum seemed so zoinked out today, she kept making wrong turns, and ultimately and unknowingly drove us into 2 ERP gantries which sliced 6 bucks off our Cashcard. THE HORROR. And in all damnation, we had to make an uber big detour just to get to ICA tsk tsk. So on the return trip home, I offered to drive because my sis is too scared to drive an auto car!!
See la see la learn manual car laaaa!
haha! nahhh we will force her to drive us around in our magnificient champagne Nissan auto car soooon. I still love u, Jie!
hokays back to my lovely boooook!
Look after You - The Fray
Posted on: Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Posted at: 8:29 AM
If I don’t say this now I will surely break,
As I’m leaving the one I want to take.
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait.
My heart has started to separate.
Oh, oh,
Be my baby.
Oohh.
Oh, oh,
Be my baby.
I’ll look after you.
There now, steady love, so few come and don't go.
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know?
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around.
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down.
Oh, oh,
Be my baby.
Oohh.
Oh, oh,
Be my baby.
I’ll look after you.
And I'll look after you.
"If ever there was a doubt,"
My love she leans into me.
"This most assuredly counts."
She says most assuredly.
Oh, oh,
Be my baby.
I'll look after you.
After you.
Oh, oh,
Be my baby.
Oohh...
It’s always have and never hold.
You’ve begun to feel like home.
What’s mine is yours to leave or take.
What’s mine is yours to make your own.
Mmm the song grows on you =)
Posted on: Saturday, April 19, 2008
Posted at: 7:47 AM
i love kenn wong for accompanying me home today!
Posted on: Thursday, April 17, 2008
Posted at: 6:18 AM
today was.. a flop.
a flop in its entirety, and i see futility blazened across the upcoming week, but my conscience does not allow me to slacken. I do not comprehend.
Today at Starbucks, I realise a few baristas now recognise me. In return I fund their salaries and wages. It's all a vicious cycle of demand and supply.
I am tired. and I crave running or somewhat of a tan the week after. Kenn is in the forest without food cos' he chooses quality over quantity. He does not know the meaning of Karma. tsk tsk.
Posted on: Sunday, April 06, 2008
Posted at: 8:41 AM
As I was remarking to dearest Cyn about the frustrations and irritations of having to mete out non-stop consolations to insecure people, I stopped for awhile and pondered silently if I crave for such reassurances innately. And I felt sick when I realised I, too, needed some occasionally. Constant reassurances are for insecure people, I thought. And oh bless the mighty lord, it struck me that my confidence level is still wavering in the balance. DAMN. Lately, I am scared and ashamed to voice out my weaknesses, and am trying to work 'em out on my own, albeit the nearing exams, which I am totally not focused on.
Distractions distractions.
Like a toddler high on sugar and having attention spans of 3 seconds only for strange, fast-moving, colorful objects, a 20-year-old experiences that.
I want to rollar blade freely again, have inordinate amounts of time to continue dance lessons, and to properly pick up an instrument. Oh, such fancies. I want to wander along the streets without so much as a naggy thought in my mind , with Kenn by my side. I want to have proper family dinners at the dining table for at least a whole, full month. I want to drink delicious, steaming coffee and watch the day go by, the people pass on by, a fantastic read in my hands. I want to earn my own keep and spend them lavishly on the people whom I so adore.
Snap, Snap.
I snap back into reality.