Posted on: Saturday, February 09, 2008
Posted at: 6:56 AM
I do not have many memories of him, but I remember too clearly he was the one who taught me to ride a bike near his place, with my cousins. I remember he works very hard for his family. I remember how he'd come by to my place to repair and fix things immediately, when my mum asks for help. I remember he never complains about anything, but nags us to eat all healthy foods, try all fruits.
But I miss his nagging, the ones I used to hear whenever he was around. Miss watching him going on and on about random information in the hospital, miss holding his hand even if it was for a while in the hospital. I miss watching him with his family and laughing along with them.
We all hope you are in good hands, Yi Jiong. That you'll find peace, and rest in a place with no pains or suffering. We hope you'll be happy, and know that we'll take care of your family, as they will themselves too. We miss you terribly.
Posted on: Saturday, February 02, 2008
Posted at: 7:57 AM
tonight I sit on my chair pondering, about your question.
Maybe i feel insecure because of what happened between josh and i, and with gr, and I am sure I have inadequacies.
Or maybe it's cos' I looked at your blogging archives and am surprised how much you wrote about her. The poems, your sadness. It's in the past, I have never seen her, and here I am, thinking about my dream last night. And it isnt the 1st. And I remember what you said about her, I feel small and affected.
Surely my confidence does not sink that low? Surely I am different in my own way? Surely I do not get so affected by your words?
And now, I reassure myself.
Hoping I shall never have to dream about the same person, or of you breaking my heart again. Maybe one day it might happen, and I might by then be prepared. But not now. mmm the night is well.
Sweeny Todd is a fabulous movie. Bloody and dark and much play on words and hints of incestuous relationships and crimes and corruption and injustice and revenge. Killing and getting away with it never seemed any easier. Interesting how I got my period right after the movie. Too many scenes on bursting arteries and spurting fresh blood and devouring human meat. Johnny Depp's singing is surprisingly pleasant. I loved the raw edge to his tone and emotions. Tim Burton's shows are almost always dark and gothic.. like Charlie and the chocolate factory, corpse bride, nightmare before christmas... I remember how I thought Charlie and the CHoc factory by Tim Burton wasnt fit for children to watch cos' it hovered too much around darkness. But oh wells, I love Tim BUrton and Johnny Depp nevertheless!