Posted on: Thursday, November 01, 2007
Posted at: 6:56 PM
I love to be immersed in intelligent discussions, but i dislike the fact that i am un-opiniated sometimes, and easily swayed oh-too-much. And i don't seem to read enough, or think about the bigger pictures in life quite enough. I am seemingly swimming in a pool of my own selfish thoughts. That's not wise or independent.
I've been pushing aside thinking about what I should do in the future, what do i want to achieve in life because... I simply do not know. And being 19 as an undergrad, facing questions from peers regarding what are the certain specialisations or direction i'm heading towards to, makes me feel rather ashamed.
Because
I do not know.
I got to stop that and veer myself back to a path which allows me to make my own decision and aid in paving my way to success, or rather, my very own specialised goals. Gone should the days where I still think I'm a kid, and a sheltered one at that. I used to envision myself as a teacher in my younger days, but like all others, cliched professions such as doctors and lawyers should come across all our minds. But there will come a day when we ponder about our life, and BAM, we face reality checks. No matter how desirable being a
tai-tai is, that should just be a mere fantasy lying at the back of our heads. Look at the bigger picture.
Nyeh. Exam stress equates to distracted thoughts. Meeting Cyn and Wei this saturday yays. Time for some happy.
L
aundry beckons!Adios amigoes!
