Posted on: Saturday, February 02, 2008
Posted at: 7:57 AM
tonight I sit on my chair pondering, about your question.
Maybe i feel insecure because of what happened between josh and i, and with gr, and I am sure I have inadequacies.
Or maybe it's cos' I looked at your blogging archives and am surprised how much you wrote about her. The poems, your sadness. It's in the past, I have never seen her, and here I am, thinking about my dream last night. And it isnt the 1st. And I remember what you said about her, I feel small and affected.
Surely my confidence does not sink that low? Surely I am different in my own way? Surely I do not get so affected by your words?
And now, I reassure myself.
Hoping I shall never have to dream about the same person, or of you breaking my heart again. Maybe one day it might happen, and I might by then be prepared. But not now. mmm the night is well.
Sweeny Todd is a fabulous movie. Bloody and dark and much play on words and hints of incestuous relationships and crimes and corruption and injustice and revenge. Killing and getting away with it never seemed any easier. Interesting how I got my period right after the movie. Too many scenes on bursting arteries and spurting fresh blood and devouring human meat. Johnny Depp's singing is surprisingly pleasant. I loved the raw edge to his tone and emotions. Tim Burton's shows are almost always dark and gothic.. like Charlie and the chocolate factory, corpse bride, nightmare before christmas... I remember how I thought Charlie and the CHoc factory by Tim Burton wasnt fit for children to watch cos' it hovered too much around darkness. But oh wells, I love Tim BUrton and Johnny Depp nevertheless!
