Posted on: Thursday, July 31, 2008
Posted at: 10:51 AM
Bumming around watching online streaming Japanese serials, pretty awesome actually.
I've had enough of sudden funerals. I don't want to take to such news anymore, or having to make a trip down with family for them. But more will come, ironically morbid. I miss my Dad and his rare solemn nags, that constant need to make himself a cuppa every half hour or so, that shuffling of feet while making his way to the bathroom, the hearty guffaws when he's in a cheery mood.
I miss Kenn and that silly grin, that familiar muffled laughter, those crinkles around his eyes when he smiles, that safe comfort space in his arms that I have always longed to feel right in, and those kisses.
Suddenly, I don't feel like flying off and leaving my lovelies behind for 5 months anymore.