Posted on: Monday, August 28, 2006
Posted at: 2:35 AM
I hope i pass my gp. yes. SIGH. Jojo wanted to haf a look at my blog. Didn't give it to her though. Jon Gan!! u should be honoured. haha. =)
I conclude that I'm a boring person. Irvin and Roach both claim that they're boring people but they are evidently not!! Irvin has lots of ideas, thoughts. Always manage to crack me up... like Jon Gan does =). Roach's witty with her comments. Hilarious most of the time. JieJun and Merv together... they can be so silly at times, I laugh at them. Have I mentioned how sweet they are to each other? It's the little things they do for each other that makes me envy them alot.
Take for example, he knows she absolutely adoressss French Toast. He woke up early in the morning to make some for her for breakfast just the other day. Specially brewed ginseng tea for both of them to share as well. Held hands as they study, laugh till they cry when caught up in their own little private jokes (and world). He travels all the way to Bedok to study with her, and takes a (almost) 2 hr journey back home. SHe travels all the way to Marina Square to study with him so he doesnt have to travel that long. "Heart pain," she says. It's sweet how friends become lovers... so innocently... so... unexpectedly.
Jojo just asked herself... would she ever fall in love again. Claims that there's no boy around worth loving/ liking. Haa. When did she become such a cynic? Told her she's gonna find one... but before she confirms it, he's gotta go through me!!! haha. DUn wanna see her get hurt again. *nods slowly* I think everything happens for a reason... Happens cos' of a simple, yet somehow complex thing called fate. Amazing how people meet.. intriguing how fate and destiny manage to intertwine lives so easily. This will be an entire new discussion altogether. =)
Oh yes!! I digressed. What was I saying?... *taps the keyboard and ponders* Oh right!! my conclusion that I'm an extremely boring person. SIgh. Kinda pity my future spouse next time. Just thinking about my future... Hmm. Would I, someday, be :
(1)Fat, Wrinkly and Ugly. Dressed in a pair of oversized, grandmama-like pajammies. Plonking myself heavily down on the big cushiony sofa in front of the TV set, in the evening. Munching on chips filled with saturated fat, eyes glazed over. Staring into nothingness as I wait for my husband to return home... (late at night). *cocks eyebrows before dissolving into a puddle of sighs*
Or would I be:
(2) Sexy, elegant, and hot. Scouting clubs blarring loud R&B music on the streets late at night with my girlfriends. Single, Available, Flirty. And after having my night of fun, burst into my plush, black apartment and konk out on my sleek, leather sofa, in front of my 50-inch plasma TV. Rich and an independent woman, holding my future (and hoards of cash) in my own powerful hands.
Hmm... tempting.
OR... would I be:
(3) A loving mother of 3 (or 2). Living in a private estate, dressed in my apron during one evening, standing in front of my dining table, and being very pleased with myself for preparing a sumptuous dinner for my family of 5 (or 4). Freshen up I shall, and welcome my tired but happy hubby home from work with a generous hug, and a loving peck on the lips. He'll undo his tie, we'll call our kids down from their rooms, talk about our days, and enjoy our delightful evening plesantly.
Haha. Guess I wouldnt wanna be the fat wrinkly woman with a husband who commits adultery while I silently await his return... from... The Vixen. Neither do I wanna be rich but single (and slutty). I like the housewife and happy family idea. Very... me. =) I like to be loved. haha. Who doesnt? These are just daydreams though. Randomness.
Oops. I digressed again from my intial topic (remember? about me being boring?). Ack. My train of thought gets... well.. interrupted all the time.
Argh I hope I dun fail my gp. ACK!!
DIGRESSION... YET AGAIN! *stabs my chest*
I'll learn to be funnn. Like what joshua used to ramble on about how fun lynette can be. I hope I'll be mentally-stimulating by then. He claims I'm not. Gah. I shall go running to clear my jumbled-up thoughts. Till next time... Au Revoir!
Why do I still miss you so? WHen will I get over you? WHen will I stop loving you? God give me an answer.
