Hello, World.

Posted on: Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Posted at: 8:14 AM

I think im perfectly capable of being a hypocritical bitch. I gossip oh too well and im not very proud of that... even though it can be quite exciting at times. haha this was a random piece of factoid that popped into my mind when I was talking to someone online. hmmm.

NTU biz camp was quite ok... some parts very fun, sometimes the inundation of excessive games can be tiresome. I still cant believe I kissed a frog without putting up a fight. That was how tired I was... just to get the games over and done with. Pool games day was the most memorable.. did confidence jumps of 5 metres into the pool, SP night, and we won Best Performance, to Angie's and my utter disbelief of course.

Camp is over, and im feeling a gradual sense of emptiness somehow. The 2hr slp per night, the horrid food with the same tofu drenched in similiar sauces, the constant queueing for toilets and the eventual desperation to brush our teeth by the kitchen sinks. Fatigue got so so bad that when seniors talked to me I could only see their mouths moving but the words don't sink in!! hahaha. During the 1st day I was IC with Lixing and both of us could NOT stand having to be rah-rah from 9am up to 4am. But we all got through the camp and I do miss Jango quite a bit. OG outing tomorrow! Will be there a wee bit late cos I gotta sign up for hall camp and get my room keys and pack the room up abit. A mad rush of events. Right after hall camp, school starts so hall room should be ready for Roach and I to move in soooon. Quite excited really. But will miss my mum and my room alot.

I spent the whole of today bumming around and sleeping and eating at home! Think im gonna put on weight at this rate. graaa.

I miss u Kenn Wong.
I didnt mean to be a grouchy selfish bitch that day by the way!

Posted on: Thursday, July 12, 2007
Posted at: 8:28 AM

I strongly believe that I should/must prevent myself from evolving into a lovesick/lovelorn girl. Poor boy got his handphone stolen though.

Posted on: Monday, July 09, 2007
Posted at: 8:10 AM

i refuse to look like a gaint next to kenn. I am now BENT on losing weight. *mumbles*

Work today was horrid cos it was sooooo bz and neither shee nor jeannie nor jessie was ard to help out and I don't care if there are obvious errors in my grammar and spelling in this sentence! But jeannie my heroine literally flew over to save the day! =)) hahaha. I miss those 3 crazy girls. Nobody wants me at work tml! Another random factoid: waiting online to book a driving slot sucks big time. NO SLOTS AT ALL BOOK WHAT!? Kiam pa. Unleash the Ah Lian in me as I scream and curse in utter agony. *crumbles*

I felt the tears welling up when I bade you goodbye
When I hugged you
And kissed your rosy cheek

Something felt queer and sour inside
When your back hurt so much
Wish I could take it all away
But I was helpless in almost every way

Gazing at you on that armchair
With drooping eyelids
All the lines on your face, your neck, your skin
Became much too clear

Wish I were much more capable
Stronger in my wit
Steadier in my emotions
Steadfast in my decisions

Wish I could be all you wanted me to be
Make you proud
Support our family

I would make you come back home
Be with us
Stay with us
Dine daily with us

I would sit you down
Tell you a hundred and one reasons why
You will always be the man in my life

I would tell you words cannot describe how much
I love
I care
I respect all that you are

What you have done for us
The time you've lost not watching us grow up

I love you Daddy! Now and Forever. =)

Haha my dad will of course, never read this hee.

Posted on: Saturday, July 07, 2007
Posted at: 8:53 PM

Linus birthday party! I had no idea so many people would be there... as well as other babies! We entered the house and I thought the place was a baby's funfest. haha cute though. Pictures galore again!

My sis and I in the car haha.

Birthday boy and his daddy playing with pretty bubbles.

See! Baby FunFest!

Shiyun and I holding pretty cupcakes

Cupcakes from cupcakeMama!

Our birthday boy and babysitter Bernard behind hahaha.

In the car woooo.

He plays with water!

Forgive the random and unorganised display of photos haha. =)

that'll be all!

Posted on: Thursday, July 05, 2007
Posted at: 9:43 AM

Baby you may never read this but anyways, I miss you too much cos' I havent seen you in 2 weeks. Heck, I can never have enough of your company.

Seems as if I've known you forever
That smile, the familiar laughter, the teasings
The way you always make me soar with happiness
The way my stomach still tingles everytime you kissed me

I would wish for time to stand still
Whenever I look at you, into your eyes
Take in every dimple, contour, eyelash
Hold your hand, listen to your heart beat.

I feel safe when I'm with you,
Tucked snugly in your hug.
Still takes my breath away and make me smile
When you spring them upon me like that.

People say army pulls a couple apart all too suddenly,
And that we'd never last.
I want it to,
And I know we'll keep working at it

Some say quarrels
And time reveal a person's flaws
I've seen yours
But I still think you're perfect in every single way

I'm grateful to have met you,
Grateful for your love
Grateful for your understanding
Especially when I throw my moods about and you had to take it

I love you babe,
With every inch and bit of my heart
It's been the greatest 8 months ever
And I'm thankful for that

I feel as if I've known you forever.